17 is definitely not too old. But it does tell me time is catchingup. Where it come to certain matters, i feel a definite need to change myself. Change is good. Somehow, i wasnt expecting anyone's phone call or anyone's wishes although i was happy to receive them. Rather, i was ccontemplating the irony of being someone i thought i'd never be. I guess there would be only one way to find out. I realised then, that however high my ambitions were, or no mattter how good i was doing something, im still Joe. Ordinary, not even unique, not even strange. Just another being that acts as such a lifeles soul . Few months back, i recall myself wrinting no this blog that one should learn to keep his mouth shut. As a person, im really indecisive and it bothers me allot. But like i said, old habits die hard. Today was a farely great day. We participated in a street socccer tournament and we won the whole damn thing. I felt i played to my best and already performed to wat would have been expected of me. I do not know what my results or late february have installed for me. Whatever it takes, i'll work my way through to what i wanna be. I guess you could say so far, 2005 has been a bash.Let's hope all settles out fine on the " major " day. Ciao