So here I am at Queensway just waiting to get my racket done. In the mean time, chilling at Mac with a few of my friends. Im very tired and feeling very lousy at the moment but anyways, as promised, inversed_sights.blogspot.com proudly presents to you an opposite continual of the earlier highlight of the month "The Imagined Her" and a genesis remake of this totally opposite situation of having to like someone and not be together. I'm sure most of us have experienced this and I hope you are able to relate. A revelation of the usual fairy tale endings added with a touch of experience and a whole bag of emotions. This is more realistic, as such life. So take a moment, and enjoy the shadow premiere of
If You Didn't Love Me

So there I was. And there she was right beside me, lying in my arms. It was beautiful and what a moment IT WOULD HAVE BEEN.Right. Anyway, it wasn long before i was awoke by the damn bus and snapped out of what I would deem as a fairy tale. I walked on alone, thinking of my first moments when I set eyes on her, not that it mattered though.
Day three hundred and seventy nine since it made my heart grew fonder. She was attached, to this stud. The second one since well, 379 days ago. I She was two years my senior and just thinking about her with another guy saw me crumpled up like a lil kid when he lost his favorite action figure.

She and I walked beside each other day after day. There was already so much inside me that I never got to say. But how does it matter? She is attached . She walked by me like an angel and also left like one. I was far from perfect, like a child that would need a guiding hand. Yet, I could not make known my feelings to her.

She called me the next day, to ask me out. She had just suggested a momentary break from her relationship because of some tiff . She knew I was always there but she never knew it was more than that. Never did I doubt my feelings for her. They were there, ready to be reciprocated, yet, ready to be broken.

There was something about her. It was such a natural high with her around. I could not concentrate on anything else but to concentrate on what I felt was the most beautiful thing inside out, her. And every time she looked my way, I just wish I had the guts to say that there was something about her that was so incredible because she allowed me to feel joy, to dance and yet drop a tear to feel hurt. I really wondered why I couldn't say what I would. I still have no answer.

So we met up and she told me everything. She cried it all out and all was fine. Until she asked, "If you have something to tell me, tell me now. "
I looked right into her eyes and I was blurred out. I knew exactly what I wanted to say. What better way than to tell her how much it mattered that she didn't love me and that we couldn’t come together?

" If every drop of water disappeared from the land and then turned to sand, that would be nothing compared to how I feel if you didn't love me. Even if I could have the world and all that money could buy, even if I was able to travel far and beyond the sky with golden wings, I still wouldn't be able to fly because without you, nothing else would matter if you didn't love me."

I saw her slowly disappearing from my sight as I realized I did not say what I intended to. Instead," I hope things work out fine for you."

She got back with her boyfriend a week later and we never spoke since. I heard she went off to a junior college and did very well anyway ...





Hi people, many a time we think we are not capable, we think we are not able. That stems from courage. But to ride through obstacles no matter how hard, and go through situations no matter how tough, that would be the basis of all morality. It is not true that love is everywhere. But i know that it is true that love is trapped and is waiting to be released out of our faint hearts that are afraid to express. Say what you want, and say what you need to that special someone. Instead of telling her how much you love her, try telling that someone how much it'd mean If You Didn't Love Me. Night folks.