Monday, August 08, 2005
People describe me as an emotional person that i tend to let my emotions run wild all the time and that i get so emo and sad over the slightest things. People say im sensitive and people also say that im a weird one at times. But in spite of all that, my closest friend said i was dreaming. It is not wise to live on dreams because chances are, we get disappointed. You know that feeling when ur very tired and you just sit on the train and stare into blank space? Its like life suddenly paused and for that few minutes your existence did not matter or that you din need to do anything at all.How about the time when you want to do nothing but go home and not even think about anything and just stare into space once again?
That happens when i get very tired and very helpless. Thats when we feel a situation is beyond resolution or either because we feel too vexed to think the whole thing through or that we cant decide whther or not to let go of a certain something or someone. How does that come into play?
Remember my post of yearning? Remember my post about the cars flashing by or the pony tail i'd spot? Remember the post on "you were mine to keep" ? Those were emotions all on the line. All of us , in life put many things on the line without us even knowing the outcome. We fall in love with someone who does not like you and you hence move on, knowing theres no chemistry. We fall in love with someone who does like you and you end up together. and yet sometimes, you just do not know at all.
How do you tell the difference between what you like to see, what you want and whats meant for you, or rather suitable for you?
8/08/2005 05:51:00 PM