Its amazing how much a person can do for you. Its been happening since 4.30pm today and im glad its all over.With especial emphasis that this blog would not be possible without my girlfriend, insomnia brings to you a new look. ( i love you baby)


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I think that when you actually sit down and think about how your days are going ta be, or your week or worst, your life, chances are you're scared stiff. Cause what stares back at that vision of yours is blank. You haven a clue. Its funny how some of us spend our lives making sense of how other people's lives work, why they do what they do, mocking what they do or to assume of them whats not. Its funny how some spend their lives just looking at themselves with no consideration to whats ahead at all. The details in life that we miss are immaculate. The irony between us being out for most of our lives and my statement is also yet no where near being vague.

Yes we judge almost without caution or instruction as if it was natural. But it is mans folly to deem it as such. To err is human, i disagree. To err with negligence, that is human. The reason is no stigma. We try too hard to be someone we're not but bear in mind yall, you aint here to please nobody. I don't care what you might think about me, it might affect me but can i change that? only through time but thats not my objective is it. It aint my obligation to lick ur ass or make ya smile, Thats your own obligation.

The beauty of solitude is obscure yet known to be deprived. But whose to say what it stands for? My obscurity towards solitude lies in the question of how much we actually make use of its individualistic mold. Life is often what we make of it. And it is the under privilleged that see more of the world than we do. Because they treasure the things that dont matter to any of us. They gain more insight in to a beauty that we may never be able to explore at all.

By the time we realise it, time has caught up with the vulnerable mind frame man has that we are much older than we think which is most of the time , not true. Our eyes are one of the most complicated parts that one could ever possess, why not work with the brain so we may think, cherish and live life to its fullest? James dean once wrote "Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today." Forget the fact he died young, Remember the fact he lived a life people could talk about not because of what he said of others but what he did for himself. The moment you sit down, you're going to find out you've spent your years taking whats not yours, saying whats not yours to say. You're going to find out you've been living. Living to please the whole fucking world.

Ciao.