Without a doubt

I can remember the previous times and sometimes i can even remember how it was like in primary school or in kindergarten with the very first crush. I remember it was a rather ugly drawing of a girl that really, looked more like a boy, with the words, i like you, in Chinese. And trust me, at k1, the word "xi" was quite a bitch to write. So anyway, i remember as far back as then. It wasn't even anything special. She just looked, kinda cute. Long hair tied up with green rubber bands and a white hair band, i remember that girl though the impression is rather vague.

I look at me now some 15 years later and its still the same story. well just about the same in that theres something about someone again, only deeper cause well after all I'm 19 and not 9. So i had spent my time at certain intervals of school looking out for someone. I remember that i told myself to let anybody know when it comes; That wave of uncertainty when shes there and yet that bold tract of heart. Its a feel to share at this juncture.

It has come and it truly is here.

Choreograph my fall.

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