Tuesday, July 13, 2004
Certain things take place for a certain reason. In fact behind every thing, there must be a reason to it or for it to happen. People so casually get into relationships without thinking why. I asked myself the same question when i recently nearly got together with this very nice girl from Naval Base. I know its not love i feel, again its just an infatuation, another feeling. But putting that aside, i asked why do i need to get attached? and i couldn find an answer. Seriously people, do you know why you need to be attached at this stage of your life? Why do you need a lover? In fact i questioned marriage and i guess ill find out only when i really fall in love. Till then, all these relations and couples coming together during teenage years is, but just a fluke to me.Yet again, another worthless feeling. I dont like to repeat but it just so obvious that these dreamers think they are in love when they are not. Its surprising that its only 3 months away from my major exams that i realise what is more important. My title says it all for todays entry. Is all the time, The feelings and the energy worth? Is it worth something that definitely wont last and of course isn based on true human feelings? All in the years of our youth are meant to be fun. They say cherish your childhood. I do agree, but do not waste it or hope to haste it. Relationships are redundant, unless you can tell me why you need to be attached? You might say that you love her and all the mushy crap of lovelines from different movies or serials, but does it say it all? No. To me, it should boil down to one main factor. Physical needs are stronger than those within the mental needs. I dont know women. They have strong demand for explanation as they might need that sense of security but men? WE just give what the women want and we make sure that this thing goes on long enough for us to ensure that the women eventually give what we want.Its not wrong, Its man. It might not start or end with the bed,but contact is unavoidable at most times. This , all this has pondered in my mind for so long. But yet, to no avail. I cant find an answer to all this puppy love and relationships and the needs to be involved in one. The real needs. Do you? Be back later when Insomnia lights up. See ya people
7/13/2004 06:21:00 PM