Well, surely you know how thoughts change with time? i reckon that noone needs to be or pretend to be someone else ust to stay safe. I mean if ur not who you actually are, then keep it to yourself. If you actually tell someone or write it in your blog, what value of significance is there? il tell ya, ZERO. Its not like in the movies. i mean ,bugger, you expect to be noble and not be who you actually are telling ppl u smile on the outside but you are actually sad no the inside. Now thats pathetic. And that was me. There is no mask behind who you are or a certainty to say that ppl should understand you. Cos if u expect to be someone else jus to i dunno mix around or claim that you are not who u are on the outside, keep it to yourself. Dun publicise your sufferings. For what? to seek sympathy? thats pathetic. Until you find out who you really are, dun try to be someone you cant be just so that ppl will like u more or jus to fit in or for ppl to take pity on you. Thats pathetic. A name is but just a name. However, the existence is transcient. Before you decide what to do or say , find out who you really are and your wat your intentions are. Hey ppl, lets face it. Do you really know who you are? how you would like to behave or how you say things? i can tell you i dont. I could have quite a few behaviours. So im sorting myself out. Bottom line. Always always know who you are before you move on to judge what life has installed for you. In fact most of the time, We speak of how things can be or how it should be. Theres always an excuse, a reason. But heres e harsh reality. All you have is now. And right now, you have only urself. Get up on your own. Pity, and sympathy will take you nowhere. Ciao