I'll let ya know


I played and i played and yet i couldn help getting things off my mind. I'd spot every pony tail that caught my sight, hoping it'd be you. I was now sure of my feelings. It wasn like, it wasn love, it was yearning. And when that yearning is fulfilled it will turn to like and so on. But that is all too early to say. Should i come forth or should i take a few miles back?I sat on the bus stop and as every car flashed past me with the flickering lights, i thought about you, and i thought about what i'd do. The cars would slowly move away and as their lights flickered, i remembered that iwas still thinking of you. Then slowly, the cars got fewer and then one car sped past me without a light through my eyes. As if this was allwrong, as if it was a picture drawn only for myself to see and not for others to comment on. She was paired, and i was stuck. Even though we were sometimes just beside each other, we were ironcially so far away. And i f i had the courage when yearn turned to like, i'd say that i like you too much to keep telling you to stay, as such a car that would speed past me like a fading memory meant to be seen as just a moment of beauty. I watched the cars go by as my heart sank further and further. Was this all a mirage or was it just trouble yet to brew? If you could tell me, i'd be appeased.
But one's thing for sure, when it comes, i'll let ya know.